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Hi guys sorry for the long period between updates.

First and foremost, I now have a new home in Miamisburg, Ohio. And boy biking 6-8 miles per day can wear you out, let me tell you. But I'm liking it here with my room mate. She's pretty nice, though I'm still shy. Only major issue is that I need to figure out how to keep my weight up with my very tight budget and all the biking I'm doing. I may just have to accept the fact I'll lose weight.

Next big news, The Lovinity pony plush I purchased in May is complete and I LOOOOOOVE it!!! Take a look at cinnamon-stitch.deviantart.com… . Cinnamon did such a wonderful job... and I cannot wait to receive her in the mail <333

Also I had bought a kilt because it's too hot for my regular pants. And well... I want to see if it's true that men think they're very comfortable. And they look neat too ^^. 

I've been very busy with class and had also been promoted to an admin (Public Relations co-leader) on Ponysquare. So that job has very busy for me. But I like it.

Nothing else to report for now. ^^
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What is intimacy like?
What does true intimacy feel like?
Is it magical? Is it heavenly?
Is it full of pleasure? Is it true and perfect?

What IS intimacy?
Have I sheltered myself off so much
that I have prevented myself
from experiencing such magic?

Have I got lost in the depths
of my sexual fears
and my psychological troubles
dealing with sex abuse?

Is it so much to ask for freedom?
Can I be free from insecurity?
Can I be free from not being confident?
Can I simply experience it?

---

I thought I was asexual.
That was a few years ago.
I didn't want anything to do with sex.
I just wanted to remain a virgin.

But now that I have been awakened,
now I know I'm a strong heterosexual,
now that I know I was only shoving it all aside,
what now?

Should I pursue it,
like many have suggested?
Should I go out there and explore
and see if there's a way to satisfy the need?

Or should I put it off?
Should I put it on the back burner,
focus on other things in my life,
and try to believe it is not a need?

---

If I do pursue, then what?
What do I do?
Where do I go?
How do I do it?

Am I good enough for another person?
Do I have what one looks for?
Am I sexy?
Do I offend?

Am I too limited to even carry out
such a magical dimension?
Am I too short on time and money
to try and invest in the experience?

Is it worth all the effort
to try and accomplish such wonder
while knowing of all the abuse
and mistreat that others gave it?

---

Whatever true intimacy is,
and however one achieves it,
it still remains
just a fantasy in my mind.

I read erotic stories
of true intimate couplings,
trying to grasp the experience
through the vivid details and emotions.

Oh, how I could desire
such a wonderful experience,
that I'd think about it every moment
and just wonder what it's like!

Is it all too much to ask for,
just to know what it's like
to create that bond
with another special person?



...maybe it is just something not meant for me in this lifetime.
Intimate Desires
This free-verse poem describes in a taste what wonders through my mind when it comes to the experiences of intimacy.

This poem was written from thought and was not revised. This was intentional.
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Here's my Lovinity plush made by cinnamon-stitch! She's so well done and I love it! ... had picture taken in WWSU Radio studios where I work and do a radio show every Friday. I don't smile much on camera.

Yes I'm in a kilt and no I'm not Scottish :P
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Hi guys sorry for the long period between updates.

First and foremost, I now have a new home in Miamisburg, Ohio. And boy biking 6-8 miles per day can wear you out, let me tell you. But I'm liking it here with my room mate. She's pretty nice, though I'm still shy. Only major issue is that I need to figure out how to keep my weight up with my very tight budget and all the biking I'm doing. I may just have to accept the fact I'll lose weight.

Next big news, The Lovinity pony plush I purchased in May is complete and I LOOOOOOVE it!!! Take a look at cinnamon-stitch.deviantart.com… . Cinnamon did such a wonderful job... and I cannot wait to receive her in the mail <333

Also I had bought a kilt because it's too hot for my regular pants. And well... I want to see if it's true that men think they're very comfortable. And they look neat too ^^. 

I've been very busy with class and had also been promoted to an admin (Public Relations co-leader) on Ponysquare. So that job has very busy for me. But I like it.

Nothing else to report for now. ^^
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infinitelove143
Patrick and Lovinity
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
PATRICK:
I am Patrick Schmalstig. I'm about 5 feet 5 inches high, and weigh about 115 pounds (yes I'm skinny). I am a feminist. I'm not into the masculinity. Thus, and in addition to other things, I refer to myself as a Third Gender. I am a very high tech geek who runs an internet radio station (SEE THE LINK AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS ID TO GO TO THE RADIO STATION WEBSITE :) ). I am very sensitive and emotional, and is also there for anyone who needs emotional support or just someone to listen. You may drop me a message or note if you'd like to talk with me. I respect everyone and what they go through. I've probably been there someway or another in most situations.

...oh and I'm very bubbly! XD

I live my life following one motto: Be Infinite Love. I think the world could use more love... a lot more love! My vision and dream is to show the world so much love... beyond what anyone could ever imagine!

My specialty in the art world is Poetry, mainly free verse. I also write prose. I usually write from the heart when I write poetry... it's not just some dumb words put on a piece of paper in a form... they have strong meanings behind them that can be unique to each reader. ...even the very very negative pieces have strong meanings behind them... so they're not necessarily written to scare people.

I sometimes give out llamas and points to those who interact with me.

Meaning behind my username and avatar: My username is infinitelove143. Being Infinite Love has been a motto I live by since my girlfriend opened me up into new spiritual dimensions. The number 143 represents the words "I love you". The avatar depicts the infinite love motto with a heart and the infinity symbol under it. The symbols are inside a tear drop, which the tear drop symbolizes refreshment, renewing, purity, pure of heart. The tear drop has a rainbow fog behind it, which represents the 7 basic chakras in order from bottom to top (Red: stability. Orange: Pleasure. Yellow: Abundance. Green: love. Blue: Communication. Violet: Intuition. White: Connection with the Spirit.). And the other colors and sparkles I added just for special effects !

Please check my works out and critique where possible. I highly appreciate that!

LOVINITY HEARTS™:
Lovinity with her cute mane/tail by infinitelove143

Facebook profile: www.facebook.com/pages/Lovinit…

Canterlot.com profile (need account to view): www.canterlot.com/user/6918-lo…

PonySquare: ponysquare.com/Lovinity/

Cutie Marks .net: cutiemarks.net/index.php/profi…

(Giggle) Well hello there sweet pea! I'm Lovinity Hearts, Patrick's companion out to spread some wonderful cozy warm infinite love. It is our destiny to show the world the power of love... for love can make anything better. Am I right (giggle)?

We are both here for you if you need someone to talk to. I also do role plays on www.canterlot.com! If you'd like to talk to me, just call my name when messaging to infinitelove143. I'd be happy to cuddle... I mean happy to talk with you... (giggle)!


My full profile is here:
Lovinity Hearts Canon Profile---LOVINITY'S PROFILE EDITED JUNE 5 2013---
Name: Lovinity Hearts
Sex: Female
Age: Filly
Species: Pegasus
Eye colour: Pink
Coat: All-Maroon body with red shoes
Mane/Tail: Maroon / moderate-red-stripped flame-like mane. Maroon/moderate-red-twirled rounded thick tail... long but not touching ground.
Physique: Her size is about 15% smaller than most fillies her age. Normal weight for her size and type. Wing Power:3.1 in average flight. Up to 10.5 max speed.
Residence: CloudsDale
Occupation:Main: Being personal love and support to other ponies. CloudsDale: Clearing clouds away and bring out the sun for places too wet, and bring about a refreshing rain to places too dry.
Cutie Mark:
*DESCRIPTION: Red heart with a glowing golden infinity symbol under. The end of the red heart's point connects in-between the two circles of the infinity symbol.
*MEANING: Infinite Love
*OBTAINED HOW/WHEN?:
Lovinity had entered into a period of sadness about not knowing what her destiny was as a younger filly. O


There, my history, my basic characteristics, my cutie mark info and meaning, and a description of my personality can be read. It's too long to put here on DeviantID (giggle)!

Take care loves!
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:iconthephobiapony:
ThePhobiaPony Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watchback btw :airborne:
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infinitelove143 Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome <3
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HekRex Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday =)
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starthedragon Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014
Happy Birthday <3
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Nevenaloler Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Donate me ?
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chatwithstar Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey im sorry i never go on here anymore :( Anyway i miss you and i hope you are having a great holiday! :)
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infinitelove143 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Aww you too :)
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Mittsu-chan Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Patty pie, where do you keep those comics that Leo and I were in with Lovininty?
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infinitelove143 Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Sadly, when Lovinity went into reformation I think the comics were lost. The comics were made when Lovinity had "the bad profile".
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Mittsu-chan Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
DDDDDDD:
That SUCKS I really loved those..
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