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Gentle brisk breeze in the night time air,
walking with a lady hand in hand to a park.
The feelings so calm, peaceful,
feeling loved, feeling comforted.
We sit down on a bench, secluded from sight,
surrounded by the night, with a dim light close by.
The light was enough for me to see her smile,
to see her eyes and face, to see her happiness.
She wore her beautiful summer dress
made of pink and red flowers,
sporting a cute pair of her converse shoes
designed with ink patterns and sketches.
I wore just a regular black shirt
along with the black kilt I always wore,
my black knee highs,
and my black/green Sketchers.
The nice warm breeze picked up
as we embraced each other into a kiss.
Her gentle soft lips pressing on mine
felt much better than butter on toast.
Her kissing was sweet, yet a little more passionate than expected
as she ate away at my lips tenderly and lovingly.
It was then that we stopped, feeling gentle rain start coming down...
a distant rumble of thunder behind the many trees that surrounded us.
She gently broke that sweet kiss of hers,
looking happily into my eyes.
I looked back as well, smiling warmly,
but couldn't help feeling a little insecure about something.
Quickly my dream girl sensed that and tilted her head.
“You look like something's troubling you,” she said,
that soft cooing voice so lovely and soothing to my ears
that it could make me melt in even the hardest of times.
I looked to her eyes through my hair, wet by the rain,
but then I looked down unable to keep looking up.
“I've been struggling for years because I've never felt
what it's like to experience true intimacy with someone I love.”
“Do you love me?” she asked, holding my hand firmly.
“Yes, I do,” I replied, flashing a quick smile to her.
“but what I go through is something so agonizing, so painful,
yet no one can help me... not therapy, friends, nor family.”
I took a deep sigh, looking down at the grass,
now getting wet by the rain that cleansed it.
Suddenly the girl turned my head to face her.
With a smile she said, “I can help you.”
I looked at her in a puzzle, doubting her words.
“You don't understand hon, no one can help me.”
Her smile just continued as her lovely eyes looked at me.
“They didn't have what you need, but I do.”
“What do you have that they didn't?” I asked.
She smiled bigger as she made her reply playfully.
“...the intimate connection you've been looking for, silly,”
her playful tone ringing, ending with the cutest of giggles.
It still didn't compute with me as I sat with a pause.
“...what?” I finally threw out, looking at her confused.
It was then with the clap of thunder, she pushed me on to the ground
uttering what sounded like to me a sexy playful growl of hers.
I looked up at her from on the ground on my back,
completely thrown off by what she was doing.
“I see the pain and loneliness, the desire to love and be loved.
Tonight I am ending your pain, and I'm giving you what you need.”
Before I could speak, she plunged down on me.
Her mouth kissed with a fire like no other I've experienced.
I held her tight and opened my lips,
and sure enough her little wet snake dug fiercely into my mouth.
She probed away with her snake,
licking my mouth and wrestling with my tongue.
Gees was she getting me worked up
so quickly and so strong!
I wrapped my arms around her and rubbed her back,
making soft coos as her tongue danced away.
But sooner than I would have really truly liked
she broke the kiss and pulled back, looking.
“What are you going to give me?” I asked into her eyes.
She giggled quite seductively with her eyes gently lowering.
She then put her hands on her dress straps, lowering them,
as she replied, “I'm giving you myself in exchange for your virginity.”
I gasped loudly in response, thrown off by her words.
But before I could say anything more, her rain soaked dress fell down.
To my surprise, she wore under it nothing, NOTHING, no bra no panties.
...how was she able to hide that from the public during our lovely date???
My heart suddenly raced and my breath turned to a pant,
my mind on a million thoughts as I watched her step out of her dress.
Was she planning for this all along? Was she really about to do this?
What girl would want to do this with me? Is this a dream?
“Now it's your turn,” she said, snapping be back to reality
with her rain-wet naked presence in front of me, wearing just her shoes.
She tugged at my shirt, quickly getting it off,
then removing my kilt as it fell to the ground.
Now just like her I was wearing just my shoes in the rain.
The feeling of the cool rain on my body further arousing me.
I felt so free, so lovely, so eager
to be connected with the dream girl in front of me.
“Follow me,” she said with a giggle, heading into the trees.
I followed her in a trance, not believing what was happening.
Here I was naked out in a nice summer rain storm
hiking along with a naked girl who loved me so deep.
The nudist in me kicked in, feeling so free, exposed, vulnerable.
The rain pelted my body, sending wonderful sensations in my nerves.
I hiked with my dream girl, so eager and hungry for contact,
my penis harder than ever, already leaking its own pre-cum.
Finally she stopped in a clearing surrounded by trees
and turned around to face me, fire and lust in her eyes.
She again embraced me, this time with her naked wet body,
kissing me hard and showing me the love I truly needed.
She kissed me deep and tenderly in the depths of the woods,
surrounded by nature and being made love by the rain.
The idea we were hundreds of feet from our clothes
sparked even more feelings of exposure and vulnerability.
“Lay down on your back,” she instructed me seductively,
pointing over to a grass clearing.
Without hesitation I quickly went over there,
laying down with my legs spread and my boner raised high.
I was eager for her love so badly, the arousal nearly killing me.
My heart was racing hard and my breath an audible pant.
She came over to me and stood between my legs
before lowering herself on top of me, my penis rubbing against her sweet spot.
She sat up while straddling me, her wet womb hole rubbing my rod.
Ohhh did it feel fantastic as she moved, massaging my chest with her hands too.
I let out moans of pleasure, not believing this was happening,
still wondering if she really was going to take me all the way.
My question was soon answered and my doubts soon vanished
as she raised her back side up and lowered her mouth close to mine.
Using her hand, she gently grabbed my hard rod and held it,
and then the moment of truth had finally arrived.
With a clap of thunder and a roar, she pressed down quickly,
my penis piercing through her aroused hungry pussy.
I shouted so loud in pleasure as my rod felt its first encounter with a woman,
trying so so hard not to explode my ecstasy so soon.
This was it, the day had finally come.
My pain was to come to an end as I felt what love was like.
No more crying randomly at the feelings of loneliness.
The girl of my dreams is here to stay.
I looked into her eyes, her lustful passionate eyes,
feeling my member throb inside her wonderful warm vagina,
Still in disbelief that I was really and truly
She slowly gyrated herself with me inside her,
stimulating me lightly as I let out a small moan.
The sensations were pulsing through every nerve of my body,
the connection coming together between me and her.
“I've been wanting this for a long time,” she told me softly,
smiling at me as she then stopped.
She then softly grabbed my hands and placed them on her breasts.
“Please rub me while I make love to you.”
I didn't hesitate, rubbing her breasts tenderly and firmly.
She moaned in pleasure and began bouncing up and down on me.
The tender loving motions of her wet heated tunnel
were keeping me close longer than I would have ever expected.
But her sweet loving motions didn't last long,
and soon she found her lust and desire took over.
“yes yes ooh please rub me oh yeah
oh I can't stand it! Fuck me! Turn me around and fuck me hard!”
Her desperate reaction almost sent me over the edge,
such eagerness from her was not to be expected from her gentleness.
But I complied, quickly switching places,
she now laying on her back as I rutted my member back inside her.
“Fuck me harder!” she demanded, however, wanting me to show my lust.
So I leaned forward with my palms on the wet ground.
And I rutted her... fucked her... loved her beyond belief,
making her moan and shout my name in pure lust.
But I knew I wouldn't last longer as my penis leaked pre inside her.
I rutted her like a mad man, my penis beginning to swell.
The pleasure of her now-tightening pulsing pussy
was getting too much to bear for me.
And suddenly, she tightly wrapped her legs and shoes
around my thrusting pounding waist, so I wouldn't pull out.
“Oh my gosh I'm gonna fucking cum!” she screamed,
holding her arms around me and digging her nails into me.
“Oh fuck me too sweetheart! Me too!” I declared,
going as fast as I possibly could in her tender loving wetness.
“Cum inside me, please!” she begged.
“I want to feel your milk in my pussy!”
This was it, the final stage to our connected-ness,
the point in which our bond would be sealed for good,
when my warm seed of love and life
would fill her hungry eager womb.
Then with a loud thrust, I slammed in,
and at the same time she shouted, her pussy tightening around me.
The first shot of my lovely warm life giving liquid
pulsed out of me and down through her canal.
But just as this was happening, a loud but distant car alarm went off.
“What?” I asked myself, disbelieving what I was hearing.
“How's that possible being this far away?”
And then, true reality sunk in.
The dream faded away, and there I was really.
I was in my bed with the sound of my alarm clock.
I was cumming under the sheets to the dream that I had,
Just that... just a dream.
I sighed as my orgasm passed over me.
Slowly I got up to shut off the clock.
And then I dragged across the room to get
a towel to clean up the mess I made... again.
It's the start of another day,
another day of not feeling that love connection I need,
another day of feeling unwanted and undesired,
another day of being lonely.
I took a sigh, throwing the towel in the wash,
looking back at the bed I had got out of.
“Fuck it,” I said out loud to myself,
and went back to bed in hopes to return to the dream girl who truly loved me.
I am Patrick Schmalstig. I'm about 5 feet 5 inches high, and weigh about 115 pounds (yes I'm skinny). I am a feminist. I'm not into the masculinity. Thus, and in addition to other things, I refer to myself as a Third Gender. I am a tech geek. I am very sensitive and emotional, and is also there for anyone who needs emotional support or just someone to listen. You may drop me a message or note if you'd like to talk with me. I respect everyone and what they go through. I've probably been there someway or another in most situations.
...oh and I'm very bubbly! XD
I live my life following one motto: Be Infinite Love. I think the world could use more love... a lot more love! My vision and dream is to show the world so much love... beyond what anyone could ever imagine!
My specialty in the art world is Poetry, mainly free verse. I also write prose. I usually write from the heart when I write poetry... it's not just some dumb words put on a piece of paper in a form... they have strong meanings behind them that can be unique to each reader. ...even the very very negative pieces have strong meanings behind them... so they're not necessarily written to scare people.
I sometimes give out llamas and points to those who interact with me.
Meaning behind my username and avatar: My username is infinitelove143. Being Infinite Love has been a motto I live by since my girlfriend opened me up into new spiritual dimensions. The number 143 represents the words "I love you". The avatar depicts the infinite love motto with a heart and the infinity symbol under it. The symbols are inside a tear drop, which the tear drop symbolizes refreshment, renewing, purity, pure of heart. The tear drop has a rainbow fog behind it, which represents the 7 basic chakras in order from bottom to top (Red: stability. Orange: Pleasure. Yellow: Abundance. Green: love. Blue: Communication. Violet: Intuition. White: Connection with the Spirit.). And the other colors and sparkles I added just for special effects !
Please check my works out and critique where possible. I highly appreciate that!